Balance of my life

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 balancing life is like writing in italics its all slanted  in the slope but doesnt really falls down. Nothing seems to be balance but life goes on. and eventually you will learn to be happy. for how long will one stay with a sad face one has to be happy anyways with what so ever the face is. if you cant be happy then its your call. life wont change it way. 

each night before i go to sleep, i think abt the dreams which would change the way my life is going but i think i will have the same person in my life, my husband and change the situation when we will meet and change my financial status and so on. which i dont know if my husband will like or not. my husband might have different thoughts and opinion abt me on those days too. 

Each night there is something soothing going in my head which helps me to relax and i go on and on thinking things after the another and eventually i go to deep sleep. i dont remember the kind of dream i go through. i can write abt the thoughts and imagination but when i try to do so the beautifullness and creative side of it fades away and one really cannot justify the feelings of me having those thoughts at the point of time so i let it be in my own imagination. its like eating ladoos with ghee in your own heart.


my reality is way more different than what i want it to be may be that might be the reason why one cannot be happy. I have my own imagination of  me being happy in some other ways which my husband dont seem to understand. what i need to do is be happy right here with what i have.

I have an amazing baby boy. My son. he is one amazing little bundle of joy. Wakes up with all the love and happy face. kisses me as he wakes up. my only  reason to be happy. and my healthy parents i love that god have graced me with happy son, healthy husband and healthy parents. 

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